Author: Mary Mann

Melanoma and Beyond

It has been a year since my melanoma diagnosis. My next body check is not until March. I just put away my melanoma black bracelet. It has been seven years since treatment for a rare papillary serous uterine cancer caused by an aromatase inhibitor that treated my breast cancer. It has been eleven years since my stage three thyroid cancer and breast cancer diagnosis. Milestones. I have also had several basal cell cancers. All these cancers were onetime events. I thought my number was up with the melanoma. But I have come to the conclusion that my body doesn’t screen out new cancers very well. But then, I have had no repeats. No metastasis. It is better at preventing recurrences. I am grateful for that. The treatments were brutal for each cancer. I always felt cured when I was done. I realize that it only takes one cell to start the whole thing going again. I have learned to live with that. A new cancer can be just around the corner. At the same time …

Chemo 2018, uterine papillary serous carcinoma

It is almost a month since I had a robotic radical hysterectomy, and it has been four days since I had my first chemo. I feel pretty good all things considered. Additionally, a minor surgical procedure placed a power injectable SMART PORT under my skin connected to a catheter that was threaded into my jugular vein and down to my superior vena cava creating fast access to my body’s circulation.  It is not as bad as it sounds. Sloan Kettering has a PDF that explains the procedure. My skin has been tender, but the lidocaine ointment works and relieves the discomfort. My RA is complaining with all joints hurting morning and again evening time. Walking hurts my feet even though I have custom shoes and custom triple layer inserts.  I am glad I take methotrexate injections, Plaquenil and meloxicam. I take 6 mg Medrol and can boost the dose into a dose pack if needed. So far, I am holding steady. With RA I think it is important to move. Aerobics are nice but not …

Metastatic cancer and a PET scan

Yesterday I had a PET body scan (Positron  emission tomography) . The scan searched for metastasis of my melanoma. I was brought to a small room. Told to sit. The technician started an IV. She  left it untethered. Told me not to move. And left the room. She returned with a metal syringe that contained a radioactive substance called a tracer. The tracer collects in areas of the body that have higher levels of metabolic  or biochemical activity as do cancer cells. She injected the substance, withdrew the IV needle and gathered up the contaminated equipment. Another technician came in the room to take it away. I was told I would stay on the reclining chair for an hour while the radiated tracer is absorbed by my body. She brought me a warm blanket to keep me  comfortable. When the time was up, I was told to empty my bladder, take off my glasses, bra  and shoes. When you are being treated for cancer, being a plodder is helpful. Suspend the analytical mind. Just do …

Melanoma and bracelets

There is a company called Choose Hope. It has color coded cancer. I have wristbands for each of my cancers. They were eventually put away after I put my  uterine cancer to bed five years ago. I have gotten them out with my newest cancer- melanoma. I have added a black wristband for the melanoma. I have also added a pink camouflage hat with the black melanoma ribbon. It is a process for me. Adapting to another cancer diagnosis.   My first thought was that this melanoma is going to kill me. Is my time up? After all this is cancer number five. Time passes. I dealt with the surgery. Tests. Wound care. Bought my hat and my wristbands. In a few weeks I will have a full body scan and my concern will be settled for the time being. I will be grateful for a negative report but if it is positive, I will manage the next step. It is not about fighting cancer. It is about making choices and being grateful for any …